la dee da..

when i woke up this morning, i felt my heart skip. and as i work now, i cant help but smile. i dont know why. somethings new today. i am in love and im glad. thank you Lord for the joy.

i received an email from zhenia this morning and im really happy that she replied. a good old friend. oh how i miss her! she mentioned her car which she bought before i left. it was funny because the only two times she used it, she got bumped and scratched! ooh, moscow drivers are the worst. they all have schumacher tendencies. haha!

another highlight this morning was when i went to finance and the grumpy old guy asked me if i knew i was beautiful. i giggled but didnt answer coz i thought he was just pulling my leg. he actually repeated his question. he says in a loud voice “do you know that you are beautiful? do you really know?” and i laughingly said, “yes thank you”. and he goes “i bet youd be more beautiful when you slim down. you can join the ms. philippines!!” hahahahaha!! i feel flattered because this guy is totally grumpy and he actually gave me a compliment! surely made my already happy morning a complete one. hahaha! and my atkins diet is doing okay as well, no killer cravings and im learning to be patient with the results, no more of the quick fix yoyo dieting. im going for discipline this time.

i read song of songs today. i think about my lover. the one whos not giving up on me, no matter what. i think about him and my heart fills with love and gratitude. i think im starting to know, even just a miniscule bit, what a relationship is.

~ by mitchuy on May 25, 2009.