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i have failed. i really do.
i dont even know what this is all about. i think.

i tried to be angry at you and i tried to be angry at everyone.
and it built a shell around me.
relating with anyone is just too much of an exhausting effort.
and i got back to getting angry at me. and darkness just descended.

i cant see. i cant breathe. im not living.

all i see is an empty shell. a shell of who i am, who i used to be.
or was the person i used to be just a lie?
the sounds that come out are just echoes.
does not resound from within.

i am stuck. i have failed. i am tired. and i need your help.

~ by mitchuy on June 4, 2009.