best birthday gift.
i received the best birthday gift this year. a promise of good, scratch that, GREAT things to come this year! 
aside from the abounding financial breakthrough we (my family included) are receiving, i received reconciliation with two persons who i was so estranged with over the past few months!!!
the Lord is truly merciful and is, indeed, always in control. the past few months have been really trying and felt hopeless. felt like heaven was brass. BUT there is ALWAYS a silver lining. there is ALWAYS a rainbow after a storm (so cheesy yes i know. haha). IT IS ALWAYS GOOD TO TRUST IN THE LORD. i have learned a lot about relationships (i hope). that one does not leave a relationship when the going gets really tough. when the anger is just too much. commitment is not a feeling. it is a never-ending covenant. well, i hope to learn more about relationships. coz i do suck at it. haha..
aaah. thank you Lord that you do not give up on me when i wanted to give up on you! i am so grateful and thankful for the year that has passed. and am looking forward to the great things this year!!! woo hoo!
i’d say i was hit hard by the commitment-covenant thing. good thing, the friend -who i wanted to cut off – and i are on the road to patching things up though it’s still a far cry from last year’s.:) well, people change as they say. miss you Queen! i’m glad you had the best bday gift – it’s an answered prayer.:)