contentment

i am at a good place right now. well, this is a thought for tonight. who knows what will happen tomorrow. but i know for sure, despite the roller coaster that is called life, what will happen will still be exciting – in all its good times and bad.

i am soooo busy at work right now. doing 10 things at a time. working 13 hours straight for an event next week. but i am happy. i love my bosses, the people i work with and the job im doing. i am in a place where i am appreciated for good things i do and am corrected when i make mistakes (oh a lot). in this job, i have learned to cope with and give way to mistakes. theres no pressure to be perfect. work will always be beyond my control and im starting to live with that. again, there is no pressure to be perfect or in control!

i have my camera and im toying with the idea of violin lessons next month. i have accepted that i am going to stay in manila for how long, i dont know. i am at peace with people, although relationships are a bit new to me. believe it or not. i still cant stand it when people dont like me or are offended with me. i have little tolerance for fights and offenses. but Jesus is good. and i’ve learned  little about commitments already. hehe. not to quit on them.

i was skyping with this friend earlier and she dreamt about her and i getting backstage passes to a parokya ni edgar concert. hahaha. i was about to buy tickets when this stern looking woman took us backstage. we were wondering if theres a “meaning” to the dream. i thought, if its from God, then that is cool! it would be great to be able to see all the backstage work that makes a show work. and it would be cool to meet the band upclose and personal you know. haha.

hmm.. what is next? i dont know. but i know that it will be good. i really believe that the best is yet to come.

~ by mitchuy on June 16, 2009.